Starlight, Starbright

September 18th, 2006

My doorbell rings.

I'm caught in mid-verse of a song, so I walk over to the button and press it, then turn off the music. Mike, who has grown so much more handsome in the three years since we started dating knocks and then enters after I open the door. He always knocks and waits for me to open the door before entering, gentleman that he is.

"Happy anniversary" he says, with a smile, as he hands me my gift.

I smile back and say "Thanks."

His gift, I throw on the table, because I want to give him mine.

I have a very special gift for him today and I try not to giggle as I imagine his reaction.

He sits carefully on the couch as he has always done. I sit beside him, lean over, hug him, then I bite his arm lightly.

He doesn't know what this means... I promised him I'd tell him and I never got around to it.

What it means is that I'm horny. Why do I bite instead of something more... normal? I don’t know... it's just something I like to do, I guess.

I look into Mikes eyes and see that he's enjoying it. I release my hold on him and, in quiet words, say the two words that I've been wanting to say to him for three years.

"It's time."

I unbutton my shirt and drop it on the floor beside us. Mike slides out of his black shirt and throws it in the general direction of mine. I smile at him then reach behind my back to undo the clasps on my bra. I fumble for a few seconds... then sigh as Mike reaches around to help. I've never been able to undo my bras behind my back... I always turn them around and undo them in the front. Mike succeeds where I failed and my black, silk bra falls to the floor beside us, on top of his shirt.

I hug him and feel him hugging me back as I play with his amulet and wonder what it means really. He reaches down to my black jeans and plays with the button while looking at me with a question in his eyes. I nod and he undoes the button and pulls down the zipper, then pulls them off... and sees my black silk panties. I know how much he loves black silk... and he runs his fingertips across them lovingly. I reach down to his pants and pull them down after undoing his belt, his button and his zipper. He blushes as it springs out.

He sniffs the air then looks at me with a look in his eyes. I laugh because I know what he is smelling and I blush. He smiles and hugs me again, then he whispers into my ear "Don't worry... I'll be gentle." I snort and whisper back "But I won't!" I shove his boxers down and pull my panties off and then impale myself upon him. He groans in pleasure as do I. He kisses me as he begins to thrust into me. Pure ecstasy fills me as I begin to bite his lips, his earlobes, and his face. I leave deep scratches in his arm as I claw him in my pleasure. He loves it, I can see that in his eyes. Together, we scream as we orgasm and collapse, sated, on the couch. We lie together and I stare deep into his eyes, knowing that he loves me.

I think about what we've done. Is it right or a terrible sin, as my mother believes. Of course, she must never know of this... she'd kill us both.

But is it right? I think it is and I have no regrets. I snuggle close to him.

I've waited and wanted him since I was 14. Finally I have who I want... and more than anything I want to whisper the words "I love you" into his ear... but instead, I hug him tightly.

"Any regrets?" I ask him.

"Not a one" he says and then he kisses me.

We lie together in silence, letting the moment last. I wish it would last into infinity... though I know that it won't

Finally, exhausted by the nights events, I fall asleep in Mikes arms.