Tis with sad reflection
I look upon my life
How many wrongs have I done
What does all of it mean
Why must my life
Be filled with sorrow
With woe and pain
From love not gained
The only joy I've found
Is in my love of now
Like a star in heaven
She is the one for me
Everytime I see
Her smiling face
I think how lucky am I
To have her now
And yet tis not
Perfection itself
I miss her each night
And every day
What if she should leave me
What if I should fail
What if I'm too fat
What if I'm not right
Feelings of love feel I
Deep love for her
f I should fall
Could I recover
With another
By my side
Whom I love as deep
Perhaps I could
Yet I fear each day
She will leave me
I hope that never comes
I love her so
My life is a mess
I wish I could start
anew, a blank scroll
Yet take what I know now
No one should
Have to experiance
What I have
At such a young age
I wish I could
Tear out this part of me
Which loves so deeply
When someone leaves
Perhaps with time
My feelings will grow
And her's will grow as well
And we'll be together
And if she should leave
Only time can cure
The wound's I'll endure
And so much more
