Emptiness
Complete
Utter
Emptiness
On cold, lonely
eves within my room
This is how I feel
With no one to hold
Tears come
My pillow is wet
My love cannot
be contained
Even thought
I am split
I try to
hide it inside
I know
I can never have
One of them
forever
The other
Who knows
A ruse perhaps
A complete show
Perhaps I'm right
Perhaps I'm not
I hope I'm wrong
Let me be wrong
This feeling
I hate
I wish it would
Leave me alone
But alone
is what I feel
I wish it weren't
so sharp inside me
I no longer
feel it from
forbidden love
but from new love
I ache to be
with her each night
and day
for all time
Yet it cannot be
She is not ready
We'll make it work
I have to
This is my last chance
For true love
from trekkie to freya
I have not found
Perhaps it does not
exsist for me
perhaps I will ne'er
Find true love
I would do anything
For true love
Once I find it
I'm not letting go
