Alone here on the eve of a new year
Not three hours to go
What saviour have I
What hope have I
When those who I love
Do not even care about me
My tears drip onto the page
As what love is left inside
Dies forever and ever
Never to see life again
Forgive me
Those of you who trusted me
Those of you who believed in me
I have failed
Love will die tonight
In a rain of tears
For who could love me
Who among all of these
Not strong, but weak
Not smart, but dumb
A fool was I to believe
Anyone could love me
So farewell my believers
Forgive me for my failure
I take my place among the Dead
Who walk among the living
Nothing left for me
Except mere existance
Dead but still alive
As it was meant to be
